Incoming: More Art! (Mostly a ramble)

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Got back yesterday from my trip to Michigan for a graduation party and a chance to reunite with my family! :dummy:

It was a great trip, and really nice to be able to see and talk to everyone. They all truly believed in me, and I found out that I had more artists in the family than I thought! Super great time, I really can't express how good that turned out :heart:

The drive up and down was hard though, took two days of driving to split up the 16 hour trek (times two for the travel back!).  Gave me a lot of time to think about a lot of things. Work, debt, art, friends ...  you name it. Kind of in a weird and unhappy spot, but I'm forcing myself to make time for personal art. I hope that can help bring me out of my slump!

I also will FINALLY get a doctors appointment after begging for one for a year to see if something's up with my thyroid. I'm thinking that it might be the cause of a lot of my problems, especially since there's a family history and my grandmother and all of her children had problems ... just a gut feeling, but it's still possible I'm just making it up in my head and I'm "fine". I just hate that this is so close to me moving out for college, and I'd hate to have to try to adjust to more hormone pills or worse, a surgery, when I'm on my own ._. Lately I've been pretty bad at keeping all of my websites and friends updated (did you even know I went on vacation?) but if I ever have to disappear I'll try to get Choco to let everyone know what's up in case they need to contact me.

Of course, I'm just a big ol worry wart! :P
I'm sure things will be fine.

It's just hard when time is dragging on so slowly and I'm not accomplishing what needs to be done, like making money OTL


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Oh no, I hope you're okay! It's good to get this checked out before school starts and your schedule gets busier though. I'm glad that your vacation was fun!